Category: soul-ish

Religion, philosophy, spirituality writ large

  • So Open It’s Closed

    There is a point at which an open mind becomes so open that it closes in on itself. At least, that’s what I think. At some point, the willingness to consider any and every thought as at least initially equivalent can wash out any willingness to evaluate the accuracy of those viewpoints. At that point, the open thinker steps quietly away from the great stone fortress of knowledge and toward the art deco pavilion of perception, where the seeming unapproachability of truth leads some to abandon its pursuit.

    Rothesay Pavilion (at:yellow book ltd)
    Rothesay Pavilion is the finest of Scottish Art Deco (cc-by:yellow book ltd)

    I try almost to the point of obsession to be open-minded. To me this means to never dismiss or discount anything simply out of hand, due to unfounded prior beliefs or biases. Everything, in theory at least, deserves a fair hearing. This is effective at avoiding the evils of ignorance and prejudice.

    The more layers you are convinced divide you from an understanding of truth, the more difficulty you have committing to any one viewpoint. This acts as a hedge against becoming convinced of falsehoods. What happens, though, when I begin weighing one viewpoint, say something repulsive like “Genocide is good,” as an equal alongside something else like “It would be good to find a cure for HIV infection”? Easy, everyone knows that genocide is actually bad, so we drop that one right away.

    But wait, isn’t that simply dismissing things out of hand? Perhaps there is some sort of redeeming quality of the pro-genocide position??? Sure, sure, in theory, everything is possible, so I suppose conceivably there could be support for the “genocide is good” viewpoint (though I seriously doubt it). But don’t we already have a good idea that genocide is bad? It seems like we’ve got a heuristic for that already. You know, something along the lines of: actions that lead to unnecessary suffering should be discouraged. No, no, that’s not it. I mean, we didn’t have to go in and do a thorough study of genocide and its demographic and societal implications (Does increased ethnic homogeneity decrease frictions internal to a nation? Does reduced population benefit the survivors by decreasing competition for limited natural resources?), we didn’t have to interview the perpetrators (How do you believe committing acts of genocide has helped you achieve your goals in life?) or the victims, nor did we have to commission a series of essays in memory of some obscure academic who died twenty-three years ago to explore it all from the Marxist angle. We didn’t have to form a blue ribbon commission to aggregate all of the disparate sources of information and come to one final determination of whether genocide was good or bad. No, we just sort of figured it out, based on something more like this: murder is bad, and genocide equals lots of murder, therefore genocide is lots of bad.

    So where does that “murder is bad” thing come from? Well, everyone except for hardened mobsters and twisted modernist philosophers seems to think it’s a bad thing, so shouldn’t I think so, too? No. At least, not for that reason. That’s just following the crowd, the accepted argument fallacy. How about this: murder (and, by implication, genocide) is bad because it causes another person to cease to live, and in particular it does so contrary to their will, and we all know that depriving somebody of life, especially when they don’t want you to, is bad.

    And why is that bad? I mean, is there some sort of imperative that should make me regret that? Everyone in the Western liberal tradition seems to agree that that is a bad thing, but no thought leader today ever gives a reason why.

    It can’t be that the fact that murder is a nigh-unto-universal taboo amongst all cultures, places, and times. No, because a large number of people holding a particular belief does not make that belief more or less true. The truth of an idea is independent of whether it’s believed in or not. So why then is it wrong to murder?

    I wouldn’t want somebody else to murder me. Maybe that’s a basis for objecting to murder? But why should my desire to avoid being murdered really mean that I should not murder another?

    Now wait a minute. Not doing something to another person if I wouldn’t want that person to do the same thing to me sounds awfully familiar. It’s very Golden Rule-ish, isn’t it? Seems that there was some popular moralist a few millennia ago who argued in favor of that position, but that’s it, just another viewpoint to be dealt with from a distance but most definitely not believed in.

    Do you see, now, how being so obsessively open has backed me into a corner? Insisting on evaluating every possibility,  I am left now with only two possibilities: either genocide and murder are wrong, or they aren’t. Either I attribute some sort of a priori wrongness to these acts of violence, or I am forced to conclude that genocide is morally neutral—which, ironically, would be a very morally non-neutral assertion to make.

    Castle Bodiam is an impregnable stone fortress!
    Castle Bodiam is an impregnable stone fortress! (cc-by:Misterzee)

    So what will it be? Should I follow my obsession with open-mindedness to the brink of human depravity? Or should I believe that there really was a God who said “Thou shalt not kill“? Should I simply wave my hand at Auschwitz as if it carried the same moral significance as a supermarket? Or should I accept the teachings of one Jesus who said “All things whatsoever ye would that men should do to you, do ye even so to them”?

    When rationality cannot prove that naked evils like systematic mass murder are actually bad, you’re forced to ask: What are the limits of rational thought? If rationality fails, then where else can we turn?

  • Psalm 37:21

    The wicked borroweth, and payeth not again: but the righteous sheweth mercy, and giveth.

    Interesting….

  • Waiting in Line

    Normally time spent waiting in lines is utterly wasted. Just scratch it off of the list of productive moments in your life; you might as well not have lived that line-time. Just ask East Germany. Saturday morning I went with some members of my ward to the Mount Timpanogos temple. Because the Provo temple is closed, things were busy up there accommodating many of the Provo folks. This also meant quite some delay. What would normally take two and a half hours took us more like four and a half. I was waiting in line in the temple!

    Do you know what? I really enjoyed it! Now, I understand that there are many people with far more restrictive schedules than I have, but for me, waiting in line at the temple is no problem. I find it to be one of the best times to think, read scriptures, pray, and meditate about life. To get in the sort of respectful, reverential frame of mind that temple worship deserves. I feel like this time amplifies the impact of the endowment ceremony on my life. What is that impact?

    It’s hard to describe. Sometimes I’ll go to the temple and just feel baffled about why things are done the way they are done. On these occasions, the symbolism and significance of the ordinance will just be beyond me. So you’d think I would get very little out of the experience. But no, in spite of that—how do I say this?—when I leave the temple, it’s like, having approached God in his house, having tried to qualify myself for his guidance and influence in my life, I then carry with me some of his power as I go about my daily life. I feel like my footsteps more frequently are taking me towards good ends, things that help not only me but others of God’s children around me. I gain a feeling of peace. Things just work. I feel happy!

    The power of God seems to linger upon those who visit him in his house. But, in a way, that extra strength fades with time, which is why I have to return often. And that’s how God designed it!

    Other times, instead of bafflement, I seem to have my mind opened to the significance of the rich symbolism of the temple ordinances. It’s an intellectual feast with a spiritual flavor. I was recently talking with David about seemingly amorphous natural phenomena that are actually built upon elaborate hidden structures. The supposed void of interstellar space is an example, as are the P-NP space in theory of computation, and what was formerly known as “junk DNA” within the fundamental molecule of the genetic code. (Thanks for the tutorial, Maria!) Things that on the surface appear to be mostly uniform (space, problem-solving, junk DNA) often surprise those who spend enough time dealing with them by revealing a depth previously unimagined. That’s been my experience with the temple. For some time I seemed to just be understanding the surface message. But, slowly but surely, a greater subtlety of meaning has emerged. Suddenly it will become clear to me that one thing actually refers to another, and the combined effect of this relationship becomes more significant than those two things are on their own.

    And so God seems to have woven many layers of structure and significance into both the physical world that he created (space and dna) and in his dealings with us, his children, as seen in the scriptures and, perhaps after a bit more effort, in the temple.